Hmm... I guess I should write something before I leave for Rainbow Falls tmr...Today was an extremly long day for me and I didn't get to shower till like 11.45pm!!
Maths was rather interesting today cuz for the first time in a long time I couldn't get what Meena was teaching...Something abt partial differentiation and when she reached the part about cross differentiation i was like TOTALLY BLUR. OMG, first time in maths i dunno wat she's talking abt...felt so stupid sia...maybe cuz i wasn't paying attention with Dear sitting next to me... how to concentrate ritez? Caught up a bit with Damian and Sean during the break but not much time cuz some stuff just kept flowing thru my head.
IBM was rather OK today cuz I actually paid attention in class! A miracle yes!! Dear also paid attention thru out so I guess a bit influenced...Seeing her face so straight and all, instead of her usual "ACG" attitude in class actually made me think about my own studies. Recently, I'm actually not doing much studying at all and I guess I really need to buck up.
Where's my study group????!!
Realised that there was some problems with the ration. Wahaha! Ration PRoblems??? Didn't have that since I handed over to Sheila my understudy!! Anyway, the main problem was that we didn't have lunch to eat...I mean we had lah..but it was like pathetic and all...The reason why I shan't talk abt it cuz i dun think it's that big a deal since i'm a rather democratic person. I just pray that everyone has enough to eat. My mom who's so nice decided to buy me tuna, sardines, mamee and the lexus cheese crackers!!!! ( We had to return this on our trip to Giant cuz we took too much and went over budget by like $21!!)
So I guess my group should have no problems now with our ration!
Met my BF at our usual clementi interchange kopitiam for supper!! Had my fav handmade noodles and milo peng!! Kinda sick of the teh ping liaoz...so time to change my taste a bit!! Hehehe!!
Peter and I also chatted a bit today. Yes, I know all my friends are concerned for me and I've decided to bo chup liaoz... I seriously can't be bothered cuz it's not worth my time in the first place. Bro and Yang going to bash me up if I make the wrong move. Sean will ensure I make the right choices wahaha! YEah!! With all my friends behind me how to fall ritez?
The problem is not about falling but rather losing a friend just like dat... I really wanna know wat's going on and I wanna end it ASAP cuz it's really hurting me. As i'm typing now I'm hurting inside and it's so bad... I know my friends are right but at the same time they also dunno the truth so I can't conclude yet... I wish I knew wat to do but talking abt it would just end this wonderful friendship... Would I even call it a friendship? I don't even know...The only way is to get out of this... Find out the truth...
Someone help me...Hurting so bad...
I pray that everything will be fine after the trip...Please...
